awake and grateful; a new level of sacred artistic activity is emerging. Be fully engaged in the eye of the storm of the apparent emotional disaster without having drawn premature inaccurate conclusions. An invaluable clue is hidden among the remains. Confiscate it. You must always remember and never forget, you on traveling the path of your particular desire which requires the utmost pinpointed observance, detachment, and inner equilibrium. The treacherous path of psychological recourse is strewn with all sorts of indigestible demons, flesh-eating insects, and barbarous ghosts who have been produced by your own conflicting negative, doubtful, unappreciative, jealous, envious, gluttonous, sour, faithless thoughts. Move through them without even as much as a nod of affirmation. Even greater than your proposed desire, resides a deep unresolved NEED. This need is camouflaged as an aspiration to eliminate a defect, fear, anxiety or flaw in your human make-up. It is always masked by the unrelenting and unmistakable trait of selfishness. Your current level of stinginess reveals the intensity of your wanting to ‘keep in tact’ a false persona and of not wanting it to be exposed. Get rid of the neurotic need to eliminate that ‘thorn in the flesh.’ The core of this unresolved NEED is buried in a bottomless sea of continued denial. You see and experience yourself as too ‘special.’ You are not separate from the whole of existence. Your entire life, filled with ALL of the conflicting events has contributed to the bitterly obliging character you are. Without admitting that you really feel disconnected from everyone and everything, you can in no wise rise to the momentous occasion of your innate talent’s production. You long to be recognized as