pointing out the many good works you do for others, but the truth is you don’t have a clue as to how or why you did many of the things you were given credit for. The same goes for blame. You are either too quick to assume blame or too loud to reject it, regardless of whether you think you deserve it or not.
. You not only don’t know where you are supposed to be, who or if you want to be with the one you are currently sharing your bed with. You have not a single clue as to how to get where it is you want to go (even if you knew where that was) and what you’ll do when you arrive. So why not stop the incessant struggle of judging and condemning yourself for not having done more? Cease thinking about it! You are so acutely identified with an ideal image of success that it’s stifling the life out of you! You must eliminate striving. You must stop all competing, finagling, conniving and trying to control the outcome of your current directions. By doing so you will be in alignment with your sacred feet and your body will be healed. Be where you are! (Not in the past or in the future) Breathe, you fool. Breathe! Stand upon bare feet. Feel the physical lusty sensations.
However, IF for one moment, you set about to try to get in tune (receive immediate answers) from your feet, you will miss the magical mark altogether. No conscious effort on your part can be taken because that selfishly generated motion is directly self-sabotaging in nature. If you perceive for one moment, that by trying to get in tune with the feet, (with ulterior motives in mind) you will have an edge on something, you will be sorely disappointed. What you do is false, as is your motive for doing so. It’s all a matter of becoming aware of what you are feeling on