give up something of value to receive it. Not so. You will not lose anything of value or which is pertinent to your spiritual evolvement.
You erroneously believe that IF you allow your fully exposed artistic sensual self to surface, the other will entirely and irrefutably misunderstand you. Not so, again. Since everything is interconnected and cosmically linked together, the explicit actions you undertake will in direct measure affect the other in a very positive way!
Can’t you see the significance? You are facing the bridge of your divine self. (Soul’s intent) to cross. The spiritual water of which you seek is flowing directly underneath. An inability to express one’s deepest psychological needs prevents the passage.
Everything happens for reasons you can’t possibly see at the time. In the dream, the bridge is allowing you entrance into a tomb of esoteric wisdom to ingest and assimilate in your daily walk. You want magic? You get miracles!
To sublimate one’s power in order to maintain a superficial relationship, in hopes, that “it” will improve does nothing but deteriorate the integrity, honor and supreme will of both parties. Unless you release the presupposed hold you think you have on the other, nothing but a “bowl of worms’ will erupt.
In the dream of the bridge, be acutely aware of the sensations you experience. Walk courageously into that other sphere of mental activity you so desperately need. You are far too stressed! And, yes there is some unexpressed rage accompanied by a certain amount of jealousy for another’s fortune, (looks) material prosperity, praise or high-standing.
Do what you Love to do and are subliminally passionate about and all of these negative parasitical