psychology, counseling, listening to tapes, buying internet filter and etc and etc, you named it and I will confidently tell you that I have tried it. And I have been trying again and again until suddenly I realized that I have been trying all these methods again and again, over and over again for a period of approximately 30 years! I was thinking to myself, I may have failed again and again but at least I have the patience! imaging 30 years of trying and failing again and again each time!
So you can imaging when I came upon the so call “ray of hope” that could cure my sex addiction, I was thinking to myself “ah, I have already failed so many times, one more will not kill me. I will try one last time and if this fails again, I tell myself I am going to resign to my fate and accepted sex addiction as part of my life and just learn to live with it, no matter how miserable this is causing me to feel.
Just imaging being at a crossroad of maybe my last attempt to redeem myself before accepting a final life of hopelessness and despair. With just a tiny glimmer of hope, I started reading into this wisdom of addiction cure.
And when I started to read, I am beginning to feel more and more confident that this may be something that can really work. It is something that is entirely different from what i have been trying to do for the past 30 years to cure this sex addiction. Instead of what I have been doing again and again resisting and forcing myself to stay from all the temptations, this time round, the advice is asking me to actually go with the flow, do not repress your natural urges.
Wow! I was thinking aloud, this is extraordinary! It explained that we human has natural and normal urge to procreate and we should not be