worship the “Gothic”; hear their favorites bands as: “THE CURE” , “THE CULT”, “THE SMITHS”, “OPERA MULT STEEL etc. .. . They played in their homes, had a band of “ROCK INDUSTRIAL and it took a life. His music favorites letters were dark, sad, depressive, without hope for the future.
Sometimes I meet with them to rehearse some songs, and spent several hours talking about rock in roll. Whenever I went to sleep put a CD of rock and I heard during the night, but had horrible nightmares frequently.
My favorite music at bedtime was “Bloody KISSES” = VAMPIRISM , the band, “Type O` Negative `” A band of BLACK METAL with Gothic influences, too. In disturbing dreams by night by myself in another world. Sometimes I dreamed that I was having sex with my own mother, with my sister, with animals … Sometimes I was in caverns dark and desert land, was sometimes at sea, drowned.
Always wanted to “Feras” running after me to kill me, they were terrible visions while I sleep. for many years I lived tormented by these dreams and DEVILS nightmares. Made sure I went to sleep, because at dawn.
I felt that something had entered my mouth, I did not know what it was, but I started to turn in bed trying to spit what was entered into my mouth. It was this horrible experience. I tried to escape that situation, but could not. Suddenly my mouth began to speak words into a kind of “dialect” strange that I could not even understand what I speak. I came in desperation, began to scream, but nobody heard me.
I felt my soul out of my body and follow down a deep dark abyss, seemed not to have more purpose. Look at the rocky walls and dark abyss that and no longer doubted that I was entering into hell. While looking down the abyss desperate to go