during the night. We saíamos in search of “party” and “music” of all places. We knew a “friend” that the night brings us “gifts”. We were still wearing those “present” during the night in the bathrooms of bars and places where you spent.
Felt a deep emptiness in our hearts. ” Always tried to fill this “BIG EMPTY” using drugs to “Costumes OUR Sadness.” After a few months and this “friend” that brings us “gifts” was cruelly murdered with a shot in the eye when I was seated near the bar, drinking with his colleagues.
Tragically died leaving behind his only daughter for three years and his wife. How sad END OF FATHER HAD THIS FAMILY!
Thus, one could see that from this life for eternity no return, and what is worse, he left without Jesus Christ. With all that, the rock remained active in my mind and I was even more by night in search of “FUN” and “LEISURE” .
SINCE THEN EVERY DAY I started to feel a strong smell of the morgue persecuted me. Today I know for sure that the smell was “smell of death” , which followed my footsteps to swallow me. Sometimes someone told me: “YOUNG JESUS LOVES YOU!
Others I spoke to called of God for my life. I always heard someone telling me that I was “chosen by God to preach the Holy Word. But I did not give much attention, because I was too blind to see the love and mercy of the Lord Jesus Christ.
One place I decided to burn my disks again and videos of rock with my drawings. I give a little peace to my mind. I burned everything that was related to rock, but not long time, and my record collection grew. I bought back all the discs I had burned.
THE Time has past, and I return to DESIRE OF SUICIDE EVERY DAY I remember when I was preparing the lunch, was alone in my house,