you projected a victim’s suffering.
This unfortunate projection is not necessarily accurate, though. Behind the façade, you are extremely inquisitive by nature, intelligent, jovial, warm, sexually attractive, sensually explosive, intuitively powerful, and can naturally delve into the bottom of matters, with fierce enthusiasm. Your joy for experiencing life to the fullest is unsurpassed. Like the most experienced skilled investigators of the FBI, when so inclined, you are as appealing, luring, and productive as an irresistible pheromone. But, herein lays the problem, genuine inclination. Inclination involves interest. What is it that truly interests you? Whatever it was back then———–IT still is! Your instinctive interest in the matters of various world religions, politics, law, science, math, literature, and philosophy will bring to you a successful arena to probe and apply your varied talents. In other words, the realm of the esoteric can hold ‘many a fine secret’ for you. Art, music and drama lie beneath the surface of these subjects. In order to write, which also, is a dream of yours, you must first read. The task of keeping you interested, however, and involved is no easy feat to master. Changeable and moody, you are adaptable enough to blow where the notion strikes but too set in your ways with a fixed means of concrete expectation to properly enjoy the experience of unadulterated living.
Unfortunate or not, you long since sublimated your purest desires. Nevertheless: Red Alert; the season is changing. What has brought you thus far will continue on to the finish line. “…those who endure to the end; the same shall be saved…” {paraphrased} You had no way of knowing (and still don’t) why things have occurred in