Nothing’s coming that you don’t already possess. If you continue to do things just to be thought of as a ‘nice and decent’, ‘loving and compassionate’ person you will no doubt resent the situation and people involved. Become more honest with who you are and what you are truly all about even if it shocks you and the others. It will liberate you from the excessive stringy obligations you feel that are at present stifling.
s selfish as it may sound to you, Life is a one man show. When you are authentic, your life reflects it in every avenue. Others respond to you more authentically. You are able to connect, live, laugh, engage in sex in a more passionate and meaningful way. Levels of unexpressed vitality wait in the balances for your opting to exercise. Why be such a bore? Why not open up to the raw ecstasy inside of you? Who are you trying to convince that you are not a savaging erotically imbued individual? You’re not dead, yet. Who can do what you can do like you can do it? You’ve got so much unfiltered passion in you. You must tap into it. Until you do, delays, aggravations, complications, headaches, health problems, and obstacles will plague you. Stop lying to yourself. It’s no longer fun.
The fact is: you have an entire unexplored personal agenda waiting to be excavated. How much time do you really have to invest in projects that no longer stimulate your soul? Get real. Stop lally-gagging. Get up and get busy with those projects that will astonish even your closest associates. You’re unmotivated because you are trying to slide through life without an investment of your best self. (No morals involved) You’ve never cared up until this point, why jump tracks now? You can’t change horses in the middle of a