responding to someone in this demeaning manner, you are being superficial and so is he. {When you help; you hinder. When you are helped; you are hindered.}
Your divine consciousness will mirror back to you the perfect state/level of awareness in which you reside. It remains constant and unchanged. You are never in a state of lack; therefore how can you be in a state of WANT? {IF you have a NEED to either receive or give special ‘favoring’, check your ambitious impatient restless drive. Difficulty arises when you try to conceal your motivations {from yourself first, then others.} Why are you really wanting to appear so good/elevated to be able to help another or to ‘seem’ like you are allowing the other to be so ‘good’ by accepting help because you are in some sort of lowly position? When you appear more interested, involved, inclined to flatter, or incited to action based on someone other than you, it falls flat. Here how it goes down. When you want to remember something a certain way for benefit or detriment you end up blaming another for your perpetual situation. Never do you place yourself in the ‘seat of propriety,’ except when it brings advantage to do so. Even though you take pleasure in recounting all the many times, you DID so much good, the truth is you did it for the wrong reasons IF you can remember the event and have need to recall it. “…cast into the sea of forgetfulness…” The circumstance, person, place or thing had relevance for you at the time and YOU ‘got’ your reward immediately.
No one has ever harmed you in any way nor has he cheated, abused, abandoned or destroyed your self worth. {It is only by and through the IDEAS attached, do you experience