only then will you discover true liberating mastery. {And, never again have the self-serving need to take or grant favors.} You will never be able to control the actions, thoughts, and behaviors of another. But, by the redefinition of your own grievous self-seeking intent, [to be seen in a good light] a crystal clear personal memory will be bestowed upon you allowing you to view a ‘history of grasping’ unnecessarily.
An artistic potential you have yet to tap into is causing your present level of disheveling. Care to write a song? Paint a picture? Create a play or book incorporating the experiences you’ve gone through? Resist the urge to tell someone. Just start it. All things have happened exactly and precisely as they did for reasons you can’t see. But, are certainly part of the ever evolving story you are creatively writing and living. No room for handouts. [In either direction] Before you arrived on earth, a divine plan was set in order for you to fulfill. You possess the elements in totality. You will use your artistic gifts to the fullest, no matter what you believe otherwise. Nothing can or will prevent you from doing so. Unless you remain determined to throw yourself away by accepting or offering favors, you will stay steadily on the course of your designated cosmic path.
Pain is the surest way of reflecting to you that you are out of sync with your life. There will be times when you are uncertain as to why you have to endure certain agonizing circumstances. Some of these are the times when you WANT to help the most, but KNOW you can’t. Remember: you will be degrading the other IF you do! Rest assured, IF you will hold yourself in check and not HELP unimaginable benefits will come forth for you and