free my spirit.
Spirits have troubles with water. Particularly moving water. It is like a wall that can not be passed. Unless a bridge is made for a spirit to cross, it remains stuck and unable to cross. That doesn’t mean a spirit can’t sense what’s on the other side of the water. They can. And some spirits become quite angry when denied access to something they want. An angry spirit causes much trouble. Particularly in the world of the living. That anger makes them grow strong. Stronger then the spirits that are not angry. Anyone who can sense or communicate with the spirit world become blocked by an angry spirit. The angry spirit harasses and torments the spirit mediums until the spirit mediums act to resolve what the cause of anger is of that spirit. There was an angry spirit that plagued an old shaman for a very long period of time. It was stuck on a river edge and could not cross to where it desired to be. The shaman sought the right solution that would rid him of the angry spirit’s tormenting. A man was delivered to him during the night. He could see through the man’s skin and found a perfect host that would act as a ladder to relieve the angry spirits ire… a spider’s bite that carried the spirit’s venom.
The spider on my calf burns and when I am not looking at it, it feels like it is moving. When it moves I look quickly to it but it stops as soon as my eyes fall on it. Still, its like those sets of eyes on its large head are starring at me, waiting for me to look away again. It scares the hell out of me. I need to go for a walk. I feel numbness creeping through my body and I am thirsty. Terribly thirsty. There is a door in the back of this room. It leads to a path in the sand. I lurch out of