down the line in order to move through it. You are on the other side of the bridge waiting to be released from the strangle hold you currently maintain. You can, if you will but allow yourself, to enjoy the view of a much higher and broader perspective see something so utterly fascinating, you will say,”Wow!” {Totally unexpected and bizarre in circumstance} You are far too concerned where finances are concerned. Let up!
In addition to the fear associated with losing out on something you have placed far too much value in, you will discover another colored characteristic you have tried to keep buried, fearing its appearance would in some manner diminish your ‘pearly white’ persona. You possess an over exaggerated unconscious need to be accepted, valued, appreciated and recognized as someone in the know. You don’t like to appear ‘not having the solution’, most especially for others.
But, when it comes to your own problems, you are at a complete loss. That’s because you play so many roles. You have forgotten your authentic self who abhors silly pointless mind games. At first they were somewhat entertaining, now they are boring, disinteresting and superficial.
.You have repressed anger in spite of declaring how ‘wonderful things are.’ Things are not so wonderful (not even close) since you are sublimating your deeply erotic sexual sensual artistic desires simply to remain in a position of so-called control. Loneliness is a three letter word: Yes. You do enjoy and crave intense thrills.
You are crossing the bridge in order to rearrange priorities. You are literally struggling to bring forth a desired aim but applying unused sexual energy to prevent the emergence of the gift for fear of having to